Christmas' Eve 2005

Went to send Aunt Lillian, her husband, and Christel off to New Zealand in the evening. We had dinner at the airport. Chicken rice for 6.50. And it tasted eeky. How good is that. Christel wanted to buy chocolates so we went to The Cocoa Trees. Aunt Lillian bought a packet for me, thanks. So my mother parked their car at our place after sending them off. Tomorrow is Emily's birthday, and Christmas. We haven't talked since last Wednesday. Whatever.
My mother told me that the toxins in my grandfather's body increased. And the other day in his office he thought of his good friend who kidnapped someone and was jailed. Years ago when he called him, he found out that he died. My grandfather teared and said that he didn't even had the chance to start over a new leaf. My grandfather doesn't bear to part this world. I think he still wants to find his two long lost son. So much for being unfaithful to my grandmother. But I really hope if he were to go to heaven, he'd be happy, Please. We're not very close but it hurts to see someone you know suffer like this. My grandfather is horribly thin now, I'm worried.
Gonna go bake cookies now, I know it's almost 11PM, hell who cares.